Back in the kitchen

Salam.

I didn't realize that I was so emotional in the previous post. Anyway, what past is past and there's NOTHING I could do to change it, but at least I have the guts to tell my boss how I felt. Haha.

So, anyways.. Hubby is now back onshore and I'm putting back my chef hat and I'll go back home as early as 4.30pm.

Hubby as usual requested for masak lomak cili api as the 1st dish at home. hehe. Tonight I've cooked daging, I couldn't recalled how much I put the cili padi but when we were having dinner Hubby was sweating, for the 1st time. Well, he asked for it, kasi pedas sikit, so I did put more than usual.

Sorry cayang, lets neutralized back by having fish soup tomorrow. hehe.

Well, this is the most satisfying job ever. :p

On the other hand, my check up with ObGynae is now bi-weekly. Alhamdulillah, I'm now on my 14 weeks, 2 days. Doc started to provide me with Obimin pluz & calcium. God knows how big the tablets are and I feel like throwing out few seconds after I swallowed them. I didnt take anything else other than what Doc had prescribed me. Even my mealshake or ESP.

So far the growth looks good and on track, alhamdulillah. Only Allah knows how I really feel during this pregnancy. After 2 miscarriages, I got a mixed feeling whether I will be able to make it until 40 weeks. Its a scary thing and traumatic for me, but insyaAllah, I know I'll be good in Allah's hand. Think positive and never has doubt in whatever Allah has plan for us.

Surah An'am: " He knows all that lies beyond the reach of human perception as well as all that is visible to man; He is the All-Wise, the All-Aware.."

May Allah ease this pregnancy journey! Amin.

F O U R

Salam.

Apologize for the delay update, life has been hectic as a driver so far. Hehe.

Anyway, last Saturday was our 4th wedding anniversary. But so sad, Hubby's not around. Or else we could have been spending it somewhere cox we already bought a ticket back to KL from 30th Jan until 5th Feb. unfortunately he had exams and lectures at USM Penang and I myself is not allowed to travel until I'm 30 weeks. Sad.

Nevertheless, I had managed to plan it somewhere else. Well, KK is not bad as well so I booked us at a resort in Kundasang. It will be the best place for hubby to relax his mind and body after the hectic 3 weeks lectures and exams. The view is magnificent and it's gonna be cold as well. So ok lah kan, far from the busy town and Naufal also loves going to Kundasang.

So, here's to my super hubby, superdad and bestfriend, alhamdulilah for the great life for all those years and insyaAllah more to come. I love you and Naufal my manja boy so much.

Oklah, the rest should keep it secret. Hehe.

Pray for us. TQ!



@Helideck 2008 just married - 1st tempat dating..hehe


2009 - 8 months pregnant


2009 raya, after Naufal was born


2010 @ kundasang


Here's the latest 2012 Korea Trip.

Oh now I've realized that we don't have a picture together yet for this year. Gonna snap a lot later.

Bye!

Break

Salam.

It has been a very busy busy month for me & hubby so far. Oh ya, I think I have yet to mention, hubby actually continue his USM PJJ study in BSc Mathematics (what the ??!) haha. It started since July so hell yes, life has been pretty tough since then. Not like those days that hubby pampered me and Naufal, now he's quite occupied with his assignments &stuff so its like I'm taking over all the major house chores in the house.

Hubby loves Maths so bad and he's really good at it. He's my 'calculator' whenever I go shopping or to the market. Hehe. In fact, hubby is smarter than me.Previously he did PJJ at OUM but it was too easy for him kot 2 semester dpt 4.00 pointer. So he didnt enjoyed it coz x challenging katanya. He was also supposed to go to UK when later JPA decided to let them continue locally due to the recession, in his final year of A Level. Totally opposite with me, coz I had to learn the hard way to get myself a scholarship and continue my degree & masters in UK, which I started off with a Sijil, Diploma, worked as technician and went to UK. Although Hubby did get an offer to local U, but he didn't go coz maybe dah frust sgt kot and he had to work to support the family instead.

So, its a high time for me to payback what he have done since we got married the first day. He do all the laundry, lipat, kemas rumah and wash dishes. All I have to do is just to cook the best meal for him and get pregnant, of course. hehe. That is why now I am feeling very guilty leaving him with Naufal while I had to be at site to monitor my project. I really hate that. Hubby said its ok, but you know, its totally not OK for me.

Anyway, after all the hardwork this month, I think we should take a break and go somewhere. Probably Hong Kong, coz ada Disneyland. Next year I dont think we have the luxury of travelling coz Hubby will be busy and Naufal starts schooling plus the violin class, mengaji and so on. OK, lepas ni nak pejam mata beli tiket. lalalalalla

Bye!