Mixed Update

Salam,

I miss blogging so much. I've been so busy lately and extremely tired almost everyday after coming back from work. Too many issues going on and a lot of things need to be completed before the year ends. In fact I am now going back and forth KK-Labuan to complete my project and its very tiring.

Anyways, glad that I'm now in Labuan, at least I can take a breath for a while. I did not spent most of the time at site, as there is nothing much to supervise, there's no place to sit either so I had to stand all day long. The site is located in a village, but very near to the bushes area and quite swampy. So, I only spent half day there and continue doing my job in the hotel. *shhh* dont tell my boss k. :p

My site area

Well, I had my birthday celebration last week, in the hotel in Labuan with Hubby & Naufal. I was upgraded to the Premier Suite room, hence, there is no better place other than the room itself to celebrate. Naufal was pretty excited when he saw daddy brought back a cake with the candles already lighted on, so he started singing Happy Birthday song to mommy. Hehe. TQ so much to my amazing superhubby, I love you everyday and twice on Sunday!!

Skema tul Hubby suh letak full name.. haha

Its always your birthday darling! 

Apart from that, Naufal's violin class has been going on quite well, which I personally think that at the end of the day I will also be able to play violin! haha. Coz during the class Naufal was quite reluctant to learn from the teacher, so she taught me hoping that I will teach Naufal at home. So can you imagine how busy mommy is now?? At least 3x a week after work I will teach Naufal to play violin, the rythm and so on.

Practicing violin @ home

 On top of that, the mengaji class also going on so well, alhamdulillah. Naufal now is quite comfortable and mesra with the Ustad already thus it makes it easier for Ustad to teach him alone, without having us around. So, to make sure he does not forget, everyday I will try to invite him to recite Iqra together, I didnt force him, he will come to me when he saw me tgh mengaji so he insisted me to teach him too. Alhamdulillah.

Naufal tgh mengaji while we were hiding behind the curtain.. hehe

On the other side, deep in my heart, I really missed getting pregnant. I can't deny this, especially when there's a lot of pregnant colleagues at work, with one of them having the same due date as mine as I mentioned in the previous post long ago. So, how could I not feel sad and heartbroken to see their happy faces (the pregnant glowing faces), but at the same time feeling happy for them and praying for their safe delivery.

Me, pregnant with Naufal 3 yrs back

I know, Allah is testing us now, but I'm trying my very best to be strong to go through this. People may say that I'm tough, but the fact is I'm not that tough anymore. *ok there goes my tears while writing this* Oklah, tabahlah wahai hati. What more can I say? My good friend posted this in fb and its very much related to me too.

"...dan boleh jadi kamu benci kepada sesuatu padahal ia baik bagi kamu, dan boleh jadi kamu suka kepada sesuatu padahal ia buruk bagi kamu. Dan (ingatlah), Allah jualah Yang mengetahui (semuanya itu), sedang kamu tidak mengetahuinya." Al-Baqara:216

Nuff said, its getting emotional. I better stop here. Seriously need a break or vacation to heal this. *always find reasons to go vacation laa kan.. hehe*

Happy faces when having them around..

Have a great day ahead people. Amin.