It has been two days I've started working and I don't feel any better. 1st thing that caught my eyes when I arrived office was the little note below, which I had it next to the pc.
Oh my, sebak sekejap and I immediately printed out the article Ujian & Dugaan: Tanda Allah Sayang and post it on top of the note above. I had a terrible cough and flu on my first day and my boss was very kind asking me to go rest at home if I wanted too.
Not so many people have been asking about what had happened, maybe coz I've yet to go to surau. But today I was at the budget workshop and everyone was asking how am I doing. So I said I was OK, alhamdulillah and they said that perhaps next time I should refrain myself from traveling or going to site or maybe should be resting at home for the first 3 months.
Well, thanks a lot people. Really appreciate that. But deep inside only Allah knows how I'm struggling to say that I'm ok, when the fact is I'm not really yet.
But it surprised me that my x SM asked about my condition and he was sorry to hear the bad news. Then we started talking and he asked how did it happened, did I fall or anything. So I explained to him and he listened. I didn't really expect him to be concern coz everyone knows how sarcastic he is and bias to lady engineers. Haha, this is for real, OK. But then when I had my first miscarriage last year he was still my SM and he did emailed me to say condolence n take care. Maybe I was wrong, maybe I had a wrong perception about him all this while.
Oklah, byk sgt hikmah2 dah nampak since this tragedy, alhamdulillah. So true, Allah has a better plan, yg kita mmg x nampak initially but sooner or later it will come out.
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