first, happy gak today coz dpt chat ngan CR..u know me & CR.. girls talk.. bla..bla..bla..mmg tepat timing dia online..time tu aku tgh takde mood jer.. n really and desperately needed someone (close friends) to talk to..thanks CR!! u r the greatest friend ever..
2nd, I would like to apologize to everyone if I ever did anything that hurts.. ppl make mistakes.. and learnt from it..mintak maaf sgt2 keh..
3rd..i dun know why, but ever since I was small I had good instict about almost everything..wallahualam..maybe itu kebetulan jer.. but yeah, I do believe it somehow.. kinda sad when u knew that ppl keep saying bad things bout u among themselves, but lagi sedih bila that person happens to be ur friend..such as - asal buat baik ngan lelaki jer dia boleh kata kita nak mengayat2 lelaki...for god sake!! tolonglahh...byk lagi keje lain nak buat..plus i dun give a damn pasal guys pun..i have saiful, im happy, what more could i asked.. i have a loving dad, caring brothers so apasallah korang boleh fikir sampai mcm tu sekali..dats how my siblings treat me - giving their best for their only sister..jadinya, i cant see what is wrong about being nice & helpful to guys..!!think like an adult please! zaman budak2 dulu bolehlah korang fikir mcm tu..yg aku lagi anti habis tu ialah lelaki yg depan awek sikit punya baik, tp belakang mulut mmg mengalahkan ppuan!! eiii..
im so sorry guys..apapun i know tak semua macam tu kan, so no hard feelings..but i kinda upset bila org cakap mcm tu seolah2 mcmlah aku terhegeh2 sgt.. ooh..gimme a break!! I just cant take it anymore..
"Friendship is delicate as a glass, once broken it can be fixed but there will always be cracks"
arghhh..another hard week for me!!
What ever happened to the values of humanity?
What ever happened to the fairness and equality?
Instead of spreading love, we're spreadin' anamosity.
Like us understanding leading us away from unity.
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feeling under.
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feeling down.
There's no wonder why sometimes I'm feeling under.
Gotta keep my faith alive till love is found.
~where is the love?~